Will you let me?!

You come looking to me for answers,

You come knocking on heaven’s doors,

To plead your case and pry open my fingers for more.

Stop fighting with me, Child,

For I am not your enemy.

I feel your pain,

I see your tears,

and I am just as helpless as you are.

Yes, the Lord of the universe – I am helpless,

I do not bend time and events to my liking,

I let man make his choices and let the chips fall where they may,

I stand back until the time has come.

I feel your frustration,

I know the agony you bear,

But I can not manipulate mankind for your sake.

Nevertheless, I can walk with you through this,

I can sit with your silent thoughts,

I am not annoyed by your worries,

I do not ridicule your fears.

I walked to the cross, all alone,

So that you won’t ever have to be alone,

Will you stop fighting with me and

Let me walk with you?

O Lord , how long will you forget me? Forever? How long will you look the other way? How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul, with sorrow in my heart every day? How long will my enemy have the upper hand? Turn and answer me, O Lord my God! Restore the sparkle to my eyes, or I will die. Don’t let my enemies gloat, saying, “We have defeated him!” Don’t let them rejoice at my downfall. But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. I will sing to the Lord because he is good to me.

Psalms 13:1‭-‬6 NLT

https://bible.com/bible/116/psa.13.1-6.NLT